You’re busy – I’m busy, but we’ve both made time for
this conversation and no one’s economy of time is solvent enough to always
select something over nothing.
So I was asked “how does one maintain an art
practice when unreasonably busy?”
My reactionary answer is that one does
not. Cannot. I cannot. But this isn’t necessarily true. My more measured answer
is that one does not practice their craft in the same – or even similar –manner
when working too much or even working too little.
This distinction seems obvious once
articulated: if my pattern of behavior or my space is disturbed, then so will
my patterns of behavior in entering into my imaginative spaces.
Though the constant I see in myself as
well as in my busy maker-friends is that we select to make something over
nothing more often than not; to make something of the ache of inwardness (?) of
critical observation (?) of imaginative fits (?) of the simple need to be
making (?) – this is what drove us into this situation in the first place.
Here is the oversimplification of the
idea: I practice my craft when I’m too busy to practice my craft in the way I was,
just a moment ago, because I want (need?) to.
Within this busy machine, the object of
the craft or the manner of accessing it may be an oddity and the process will
most certainly have an unusual pace, but it’s clearly better than the
existential penalties of selecting nothing.
There are also novelties that will
likely occur from both the artificial slowness of this time-restricted process
as well as from the necessity to invent situational, compartmentalized methods
to access the practice.
If we agree for the moment that – in any
artistic endeavor – the process is the product, then we as makers would do well
to not only pay attention to the specifics of our process as a matter of course,
but also seek to disturb our habits of process to gain perspective on the
objects we create.
In short: if you write the first draft
of that 5,000 word piece of prose over the course of six weeks and in sessions
of no more than thirty minutes – that product will be different in significant
ways than if you wrote it over the course of two days at a frantic, obsessive
pace.
The benefits of this imposed brake upon
the process, for me, often results in new methods to access the specific work –
mostly because I cheat this restrictive system. I will find ways to return to
the work without falling behind in my other, time-consuming obligations. If I
can’t steal a thirty minute writing session, I’ll do some light research into
concepts or thematic elements I find the product preoccupied with while I eat
lunch at my desk. Or I’ll view or take photographs of images that remind me of
the world I’m building while I stand in line or move from one obligation to the
next. I become obsessed with the craft object not by working on it tirelessly, but
because my time economy forces me to move away from the work often and without
enough time in-session to reach satisfaction.
I think I might produce matured products
more efficiently when I’m too busy – which is the opposite of what the
narrative on art practices suggests.
Thanks for your time and feel free to
interrupt me if you’d like to continue this conversation.
Jake Henson received his MFA from
Florida Atlantic University in 2011. His thesis is a multi-modal collection of
fiction, creative nonfiction, & visual art. He has continued to work in and
experiment with the combination of language with a variety of forms such as
digital photography, stencil making, paper sculpture, artist books and screen
printing –in an effort to access the reading experience with an authenticity of
expression that resonates with audience.
He is happy to be back with the FAU community and is always interested
in collaborative projects.
Nice post, Jake. I too think that I sometimes tend to make the most of my sit-at-the-desk time when under pressure. Not that I wouldn't like to have a full day, or heck a full week, of time to do not a single thing other than work on current creative projects, or ponder my next story!
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