A Haiku for a Thesis
Each page come spring
becomes a pile of shit
after rereading
1.
SQUAD GOALS: Picking Your Thesis
Committee
So,
thesis hours are approaching in a semester or two and it’s time to ask three
faculty members to voluntarily commit their time and energy to reading,
commenting on (hopefully), and approving (even more hopefully) your manuscript.
First things first, you ought to already have some sort of relationship with
each faculty member you have in mind (ie. you’ve taken a class with them, remember
which New Yorker cartoon they have taped to their office door, and picked up at
least two of their dog’s turds).
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For
MFAs, it’s likely you’ll have three writing professors in mind. For example,
fiction MFAs may have taken workshops from Prof. Schwartz, Prof. Furman, and
Prof. Bucak, while nonfiction and poetry students may be more familiar with Dr.
Schmitt, Dr. McKay, and Prof. Mitchell. Some MFAs choose to ask a literature or
composition professor (ex. Dr. Berlatsky or Dr. Bradford) to be a part of their
committee to seek a balance of perspectives, or perhaps because the student has
not taken workshops from three different writing professors. Either way, that
option is most definitely available to you.
Nico
and I both selected the same committee members: Dr. McKay, Dr. Schmitt, and
Prof. Mitchell. We chose them because we had worked with all three of them in
multiple classes, and felt like they each could offer unique, valuable, and
insightful feedback (and, for Jamie, because they are poets). In thinking
beyond the thesis, Becka, Kate, and Susan (breaking out the first names,
because we’re, like, tight now) knew both of us well enough to write us
recommendation letters (if they were willing to do so, and if we ever needed
one), and even agreed to get coffee with us and suggest post-graduation
opportunities. But, ultimately, we both saw these women as women who gave, and
would continue to give, a damn about our work and futures as broke grumpy active writers.
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Etiquette-wise,
be sure to request an appointment with each of your prospective committee
members and ask them in person to be a part of your MFA journey. Don’t assume
they’ll say yes. It’s like proposing to someone. There’s always a chance you’ll
hear “Ew. No.”
2.
I CAN’T EVEN: How to Figure Out WTF
You’re Doing
Though
it’s a good idea to know what you want your thesis to be (ie. a novel about a
piano-playing dog, a collection of short stories about florists with allergies,
a memoir about getting bullied in middle school for having a speech impediment),
avoid stifling/cornering yourself.
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Before
your thesis hours formally begin, it’s a good idea to already be writing,
knowing that you have plenty of time to be writing anything in any genre, about
whatever you’d like. (Pro Tip: Don’t
take a class during your final semester. And if you’re being told to take one
even though you don’t need one, don’t say Nico and Jamie told you not to take
it, because though we’ll have graduated, there’s no escaping the reach of FAU.)
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Prioritize:
Reading and improving your writing practice (and by ‘practice,’ we mean give
more care to writing, reading, and/or revising on a regular basis). (Pro Tip: Don’t complain about not
having any time to write. You do. Just stop going out to drink and/or watching
Netflix. Like, seriously. None of your Facebook friends are buying it—they see
your pictures.)
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Do
not be afraid that reading others’ works will cause you to copy theirs (that’s
weird, and you know you don’t actually believe that. Imitate? Perhaps. Just
don’t plagiarize. Or steal plot ideas. Don’t be dumb, essentially).
o
Jamie: I began thesis hours with about half of my
thesis manuscript complete (including many pages of poetry that did not end up
being a part of my thesis).
o
Nico:
I began thesis hours with only about 45
pages done. But I had probably 15-20 pages of free writes I had done over the
summer with Jamie that ultimately I ended up using (at least part of) in my
final manuscript.
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Remember:
your thesis is not a portfolio of everything you’ve written during your
time at FAU, it’s a focused product. It’s a cohesive Project Runway
collection. It’s a herb garden, a flower bed, or a tree farm, not all three.
We’re not saying don’t experiment or play with a variety of forms, we’re just
saying that a reader ought to be able to read your manuscript and recognize a
clear consistency of voice, aka. everything should keep in register.
3.
BROS BEFORE PROSE (Or Poetry)
It’s
a good idea that, during this time, you secure a battle buddy. Or bosom buddy.
Battle buddy just sounds more fitting. Your battle buddy will be your
encouragement, disciplinarian, and shoulder to cry on. In the early stages of
thesis writing, he/she will be your café beloved. You can meet to be a sounding
board for each other, give each other writing prompts fitting for your
respective thesis concepts, offer each other regular feedback and advice, and
hold each other accountable for meeting any deadlines both self-given or
school- or thesis chair-related. (Pro
Tip: The Glades Rd. Starbucks doesn’t have a free table. It just doesn’t.
Don’t even try going there to work. Try the Starbucks on Federal, near the
Chipotle and Pei Wei.)
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Choose
your battle buddy wisely. You want to surround yourself with students who are
as dedicated, efficient, and/or crabby as you are.
o
Jamie:
You want someone to thank in your
acknowledgements page for ‘sticking by you’ and ‘chauffeuring you to school and
back’ (maybe that one is specific to me).
o
Nico:
I originally was going to say you want
someone who is as motivated and organized as you are, but I don’t know if
that’s true. What I do think is important is that your Battle Buddy is a good
reader for YOU. Someone who understands your ideas and intentions, and knows
your strengths and weaknesses and how to suggest revisions accordingly.
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If
your thesis chair is willing to meet with you and read a draft or two during
your first semester of thesis hours, we highly recommend you plan on doing so.
It’s unlikely your chair has the time to be able to read four one-hundred-page
drafts before they receive your final draft a month before your defense date,
but there’s no harm in asking if they’d be open to reading new sections,
chapters, pages, etc. during your thesis hours. In fact, they may expect you to
do so in order to have a clear idea of where you are, work-wise, emotionally,
mentally, in your manuscript-writing process.
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Don’t
rely on your Chair to keep you in check, though. (Pro Tip: There’s also no such thing as “writer’s block.” If you’re
not hungry for cereal, then eat an apple. Leave personal essays alone for a day
and write a poem. Write a series of haikus. Write an email in iambic pentameter
to your parents asking for a small loan. Write.)
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Give
your Chair a timeline you’re hoping to stick to in regards to how much work
you’d like to have done by each date, and when you’re going to plan on giving
them work for review/feedback (again, if they’re open to doing so).
o
Jamie:
I met with Dr. McKay approximately once a
month. Because my manuscript was a collection of poems, it was probably a
little easier for her to take home and review more regularly than Dr. Schmitt, who chaired Nico’s 150+
memoir manuscript (which ended up being 200+ pages in its form (or, for you Pokémon
fans, its final evolution)).
4. THE FINAL COUNTDOWN: The Defense
In the
beginning of your final semester, Kelly will send an email out about scheduling
your defense. Do this as early as possible (Becka will appreciate it) and it
will also give you a clear timeline (so you can set up a New Years Eve style
countdown clock) of how many days you have left to write, edit, etc.
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Aim
to finish your manuscript before the semester of your defense. Doing so will
offer you enough time to make final revisions before you distribute your
manuscript to your committee (and time to concentrate on the thesis essay).
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Get
the requirements for your thesis essay from your chair. Each professor may (and
often do) have different requirements for the thesis essay and will give you a
handy one-sheet of what they want you to focus on. This essay will be
distributed along with your manuscript prior to your defense.
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Be
early to your defense. It’s not a bad idea to dress semi-formal—it is, after
all, the day you’ll be told whether or not you’re going to graduate.
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Don’t
be afraid to ask your committee questions. Something we didn’t expect was the
focus on thesis-specific questions over post-graduation or program-related
questions (like “So, where do you see yourself in five years?” and “What have
you learned from your time in the program?”).
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The
defense itself will last approximately forty-five to sixty minutes. Your chair
will slap your ass at the end and present you with a brownie, complete with lit
candle. Not really. Becka McKay will wish you a good life and then remind you
of an event next week that she needs you to attend.
5.
THE KAFKAESQUE NIGHTMARE OF RED TAPE
THAT WILL LEAVE YOU FEELING LIKE A SHELL OF YOUR FORMER SELF AND YOUR NEW
HATRED FOR THE SADISTIC FUCKS WHO CREATED MICROSOFT WORD: Post-defense
Formatting and Busy Work
Following
your defense, you will have a couple of weeks to make any “creative” edits
(read: actual writing to make the project more complete), but do know that
those edits are optional. Sure, your manuscript will be uploaded to the FAU
library, and, sure, there’s a chance some stranger will come across it and
judge your lackluster fifth chapter, but don’t sweat the optional stuff. You’ll
be too stressed meeting other mandatory deadlines.
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The
deadlines will come in an email from Kelly. (Pro Tip: Read Kelly’s emails carefully. Though she’s a patient and
wonderful human being, she’s not sending you thesis-related directions for no
reason, or going to invite you to her office to repeat everything in her emails
over tea.) For us, we had about a month in between the defense and the final
deadline to hand in our thesis to the Graduate College, and that felt too
brief.
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There
are Graduate College-affiliated house elves that you can pay to take care of
your thesis form process for you, and, after going through the process
ourselves, Nico and I wish we had paid someone to go through everything we did
(not more than $100 though).
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If
you don’t pay someone, and decide (like we did) that you are more than capable
of using the formatting features in Microsoft word…well here’s how that went:
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You
will learn about margins, gutters, section breaks, continuous section breaks,
ancient Greek section breaks, interpretive dance section breaks, et al.
o
You
will send what you think is a perfectly formatted document to the Grad College
and be told it’s wrong.
o
You
will fix it, know it’s perfect and be told the GTA printer fucked up the
margins and you should go print it somewhere else because that printer hates
you as much as you hate having to grade papers this weekend.
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But
formatting isn’t the end:
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You
will learn about bond paper—colors, weights, watermarks, provenances (Pro Tip: Order on Amazon. Keep the box
to put your final manuscript it.)
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You
will have to journey to far off lands to procure a very specific black, felt
tip pen that will travel with your thesis across campus to be used by everyone
who must sign your signature page while collecting millions of bacteria.
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You
will have to make two trips to Dr. Berlatsky’s office to ask for your pen back
because he forgot to put it back in the box. He knows what he’s doing.
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You
will learn from this mistake when you go to the Dean’s office and look for the
pen before you leave and ask her assistant politely for your pen back.
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It’s
a process that seems more difficult than it really is based on just how many
requirements are going to slap you across the face via emails from the Graduate
College, English Department, Library, your mom, etc. Keep yourself
knowledgeable of future deadlines and you’ll be fine.
Thesis FAQs As
Answered By Nico and Jamie
in Mean Girls Quotes
1. What do you do if
you’re on a writing streak but are supposed to attend a campus event?
“I can’t go out. *cough cough*. I’m sick.”
2. How am I going to handle
leaving the program when all is said and done?
“See?
That's the thing with you [MFAs]. You think everybody is in love with you when actually, everybody hates you!”
3. I know my chair
said it has to be at least 100 pages, but is there a page limit on thesis
manuscripts?
“The
limit does not exist”
4. My Battle Buddy
has a mental breakdown in Starbucks because he realizes that the idea for his
thesis is bad and the 50 poems he wrote are now useless, what should I say?
"Do
you wanna go to Taco Bell?”
5. It’s Saturday
night and I’ve been locked in my apartment for a month writing. My thesis draft
is due on Monday but I just got a notification on Tinder asking me to go out
tonight, what do I do?
“At
your age, you're going to have a lot of urges. You're going to want to take off
your clothes, and touch each other.
But if you do touch each other, you *will* get chlamydia... and die.”
6. My thesis chair just
told me she wants a draft of my essay NEXT WEEK, what do I do?
“She’s a life ruiner. She ruins lives.”
7.
Help, everyone is annoying and I just
want to be left alone but I don’t want to upset anyone’s feelings.
“Whatever, I’m getting cheese fries.”
8. What do I do if I
see one of my professors working at the coffee shop where I’m writing?
“I
love seeing teachers outside of school. It's like seeing a dog walk on its hind
legs.”
9.
I asked my boyfriend to read my thesis
and he said it was too academic and boring, what do I do?
“I know having a boyfriend might seem like
the only thing important to you right now, but
you don't have to dumb yourself down in order for a guy to like you.”
10.
What kind of response should I expect
after my thesis committee deliberates and calls me back in the room?
“I
just wanted to say that you're all winners. And that I couldn't be happier the
school year is ending.”
Jamie's bio, as written by Nico: Poet and origami enthusiast James White was born a quarter of a century ago in Surrey, England. A quiet, yet precocious child, James learned at a very young age the value of saying a lot in very few words. When James isn't writing poems or teaching, you can find him at home spooning his dog and eating chocolate pie, or in the Decor section of Home Goods perusing items with birds on them. In addition to his not one, not two, but three Pushcart nominations, James has been published in more literary journals and reviews than we have time to mention in an introduction. He is currently working on an upcoming series of poems written on small squares of paper that he intends to fold into origami cranes and hang from a mobile.
Nico's bio, as written by Jamie: Nicole Cassanetti was born on the hood of a banana yellow 1983 Volkswagen Beetle during the Reagan era. Always a quiet creature, she quickly developed her affinity for smoking, napping, and paying for everything with loose change after realizing her dream of becoming a writer. Nico is well-versed in writing about her grandmother, kissing her vampiric boyfriend on shag rugs, and subsequently everything in between. Besides planning on making a career out of teaching creative writing, she claims to answer the call of North Carolina's Blue Ridge mountains, in which she'll take hikes with her stumpy corgi, kiss her now-much-hairier husband on grassy knolls, and call her old pal Jamie to chat about terrible student writing, crippling financial despair, and birds.
